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first post!! woo-hoo!!

New blog! While I’ll probably still post on my old one, I wanted a new one to write about diabetes, faith, & the road to pregnancy. I’ve been a type 1 diabetic for 15 years ((since I was 7)) & haven’t really been tightly controlling it until the beginning of the year. I have no signs of any complications thank the Lord, but now that hubby & I are planning to ttc in spring…I’m paranoid. If my eye twitches or the area where my kidneys are hurt, I think ‘Oh no, I’m not going to be able to have a child’.

I know it’s irrational, & I know I should have been taking care of myself better since I was first diagnosed but I can’t help but have these thoughts. It was hard as a child because I didn’t really understand the disease I had, then as a teenager after having it for so many years, & being the only one who had to go through it I rebelled against it. My a1c’s were anywhere from 8.0% to my highest at 10.7%. 

Now that I’m ready to be a mother I’ve started exercising, controlling my blood sugars, & am really trying hard to take good care of myself. My last a1c was 6.9% & I’m aiming for at least a 6.5% with my next doctors visit. At 6.9 my endo said I was in good shape to start ttc, but I want better numbers, an ok from my gyno, & an ok from my eye doctor first. I want to cover all my bases to protect me & my future baby.

I have fallen off the wagon in the past 6 weeks. Blood sugars are everywhere, eating bad, & not really exercising. I don’t know what happened but it’s like my light switch got turned off. So with starting this new blog, using http://www.sparkpeople.com, & looking at message boards//other blogs about type 1 & pregnancy, I think I’ve really found my motivation to jump full force back on that wagon.

But I don’t want to JUST concentrate on a baby. In the next 8//9 months ((planning on ttc may 2011)) I’d also like to go back to school & get my cna II, brush up on my french, really build up that savings account, buy our first house, train for a 10k & a sprint-triathlon. 

I’ve started taking prenatal vitamins, just to make sure I’m getting all the nutrients I need. I’ve started praying & reading my bible, & just trusting the Lord more which has made a huge difference in all aspects of my life. I know God won’t just make me healthy, but I pray everyday that if it be His will that come spring to bless my husband & I with a healthy pregnancy & a healthy baby. I get so worried that I’ll be told not to get pregnant, that something will go wrong when I’m pregnant, or that the baby won’t be born healthy. I know I need to leave my worries with God & not take them back from Him but it’s hard sometimes.

Anyways, can’t wait for the many more posts to this blog in the future!!

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About samanthaowen07

Hi I’m Samantha! I’m 27 years old & have had Type 1 Diabetes since March 1995. I'm the mother to 2 wonderful, healthy, beautiful little ones, and have been married to my best friend since 2007.

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  1. ttc? trying to conceive? i think this is awesome. as you found, there's so little info out there from people who are dealing with this issue. I think it's great that you're putting your personal struggles and successes out there to help another type 1 who now or will one day soon find herself in your position.So very proud of you Samantha!!

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  2. Congrats on your new blog and your dedication to your goals!I must say, though, having a baby, getting pregnant, buying a house, and training for a sprint triathlon (all things I've done with type 1), are BIG DEALS and you may want to rethink trying to all that in the next 8-9 months! Sprint triathons are great ways to take off baby weight, FYI.

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  3. Yea I know it's a lot for a short period of time lol. I just got it all in my head & wanted to get it out there. Putting goals to paper. That's a good idea though, I could save my sprint for after baby!

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